I was scolding her for something.. Or say that I was telling her about her mistakes in something.
Earlier she was angry, but after realizing that I am true, she became sad.
"Now you know na what was your mistake..?" I asked politely.
She nodded a little, avoiding any eyes contact. She was continuously looking at the ground.
"Hey.. Don't be sad yaar". I was soft with my voice. "I am just telling what was wrong.. Not scolding you baby".
"I know tum daant nahi rahe". She still wasn't looking at me.
"To kyu sad ho.. Ab if I will not tell you about this then who else will.. And I haven't said anything in front of anyone.. Its just me.. One of your own part dear".
She said nothing..
I came closer to her.. Took her hands in mine.
"To happy ho jao na phir".
"But... Maine.... Maine galat kiya hai na Avi.. Tum kitne achhe ho.. Aur mai kitni buri.. Mai layak nahi tumhare".. With this she burst in tears.. Her voice chocked.. And tears started flowing through her eyes.. "I am not good enough for you Avi".
"Who told you this pagal.. Let ME decide this". I held her hands more tightly. "I know you have done wrong but no one is perfect.. Mai bhi nahi.. So now leave this thing". I tried hard to console her.
Tears were continuously flowing through her eyes.
A minute passed but nothing happened.
I took her face in my hands.. Wiping her tears with my thumbs I whispered.. "Hey.. Aise nahi rote yaar.. Tum karte ho na pyar humse..?"
She chosen to remain silent..
"Karte ho na..?"
Slowly.. She moved her head in a NO.
"Nahi karte..?"
"Nahi.." She replied in her slow, choking voice.. Due to continuous crying, her nose had blocked.
"Hug karoge mujhe..?" I asked, fully aware that she is just teasing me.. I knew that this is the only way to make her relax.
"This time she, slowly, without looking at me, moved her head in a YES.. I loved her cute way to display her feelings and desires..
"Aur kiss bhi karoge..?" I teased her.. My right palm was on her left cheek. Her cheeks were still wet in tears.. Tears of guilt.
She replied nothing.. But smiled and at the same time tried to hide her smile.. I smiled too.
But soon stopped myself.. "But tum to pyar hi nahi karte humse". I said with a fake sadness.
"Aur ab to mai bhi nahi karta pyar.." I continued teasing her.
But.. Before I could complete my sentence, she again melted in tears.. And before my any action just came near me and hugged me tightly.. Tears again started flowing through her eyes.. She hugged me more tightly..
"Kabhi chhod ke mat jaana mujhe Avu.. You are my life"..
I hugged her back.. And replied with all my softness..
"And you are mine.. My Love"
Earlier she was angry, but after realizing that I am true, she became sad.
"Now you know na what was your mistake..?" I asked politely.
She nodded a little, avoiding any eyes contact. She was continuously looking at the ground.
"Hey.. Don't be sad yaar". I was soft with my voice. "I am just telling what was wrong.. Not scolding you baby".
"I know tum daant nahi rahe". She still wasn't looking at me.
"To kyu sad ho.. Ab if I will not tell you about this then who else will.. And I haven't said anything in front of anyone.. Its just me.. One of your own part dear".
She said nothing..
I came closer to her.. Took her hands in mine.
"To happy ho jao na phir".
"But... Maine.... Maine galat kiya hai na Avi.. Tum kitne achhe ho.. Aur mai kitni buri.. Mai layak nahi tumhare".. With this she burst in tears.. Her voice chocked.. And tears started flowing through her eyes.. "I am not good enough for you Avi".
"Who told you this pagal.. Let ME decide this". I held her hands more tightly. "I know you have done wrong but no one is perfect.. Mai bhi nahi.. So now leave this thing". I tried hard to console her.
Tears were continuously flowing through her eyes.
A minute passed but nothing happened.
I took her face in my hands.. Wiping her tears with my thumbs I whispered.. "Hey.. Aise nahi rote yaar.. Tum karte ho na pyar humse..?"
She chosen to remain silent..
"Karte ho na..?"
Slowly.. She moved her head in a NO.
"Nahi karte..?"
"Nahi.." She replied in her slow, choking voice.. Due to continuous crying, her nose had blocked.
"Hug karoge mujhe..?" I asked, fully aware that she is just teasing me.. I knew that this is the only way to make her relax.
"This time she, slowly, without looking at me, moved her head in a YES.. I loved her cute way to display her feelings and desires..
"Aur kiss bhi karoge..?" I teased her.. My right palm was on her left cheek. Her cheeks were still wet in tears.. Tears of guilt.
She replied nothing.. But smiled and at the same time tried to hide her smile.. I smiled too.
But soon stopped myself.. "But tum to pyar hi nahi karte humse". I said with a fake sadness.
"Aur ab to mai bhi nahi karta pyar.." I continued teasing her.
But.. Before I could complete my sentence, she again melted in tears.. And before my any action just came near me and hugged me tightly.. Tears again started flowing through her eyes.. She hugged me more tightly..
"Kabhi chhod ke mat jaana mujhe Avu.. You are my life"..
I hugged her back.. And replied with all my softness..
"And you are mine.. My Love"
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