Saturday, 7 June 2014

Ye barishain bhi tum si hain

Ye barishain bhi tum si hain,

Jo baras gayi tou bahaar hain,
Jo thehar gayi tou qaraar hain,

Kabhi aa gayi yunhi be’sabab,
Kabhi chaa gayi yunhi roz-o-shab,

Kabhi shor hai, kabhi chup si hain,

Ye barishain bhi tum si hain,

Raat ko ik dabi hui si raakh ko,

Kabhi yun hua ke bujha dia,
Kabhi khud se khud ko jala dia,

Kahin boond boond mein gum si hain,
Ye barishain bhi tum si hain..

A Tale Of Distance b/w Two Hearts...

Finally, the day had arrived when he was supposed to leave for Canada; leaving his angel alone to wait. He packed all his stuff and got ready with all the luggage and important stuff. "Baby where are you? You know na I've flight in 2 hrs? " he called her and said. " I know love, I'm on the way, will reach there on time. You don't worry shona." she responded back. "hmm.. Okk baby. Please be on time. Love you!" "Love you too!" And he disconnected the call.

" How ? Who would I live without you for 2 long years shona? How?" she murmured to herself with tears in her eyes while driving.
"I know my princess, I'm leaving you alone for this long but I'm doing this just for you baby. So that we could be with each other forever.I hope you'll understand." He murmered to himself with a tear rolling down from the corner of his eyes. Morever, he collected all the stuff and left for the airport.
After one and half hour; He was waiting for her at the waiting area. When he saw her approaching him feebly; wearing a fake smile on her face. She was looking palid as if she has been crying from hours. He stood up took her into his embrace, her heart beats started racing profusely. He held her more tight to never let go of her. Tears started rolling down from her eyes, her throat was choking due to lack of water which she had been shredding in the form of tears. He held her cheeks with his palms, raised her chin up and kissed on her forehead. "I love you my princess, I'll be back soon please don't waste these priceless pearls they are precious for me." he whispered in her ear, giving a peck on her cheek. Eventually, A beautiful smile crept over her lips making her look more adorable. He smiled back, enfolded her into his arms. "I love you too baby. Please come back soon, I'll be waiting." she whispered back holding him tightly.
Suddenly, she heard an announcement for his flight, Moreover, they broke each other's embrace; bid each other goodbyes. She stood there for few more moments just to steal a few glances of him for a little more time. He turned back, smiled at her; waved his hand and disappeared. She also moved out from the terminal, already lost in his memories with a wide smile slowly creeping over her face.  

"HER HAIR"

Yes, you drive me crazy,
With that silky seduction.
What is this frenzy?
Distraction or attraction?
I stare you when you flip your cuteness,
I get lost in the land of tales.
Like a psycho-lover again your hair to your cheeks caress,
Mesmerised I am to see the look that entails.
And when the shameless romance of your hair is too stubborn to quit,
You decide to tame them with your clutcher and wit.
But still the air refuses to let go of your scent.
As every passer by that came, is now a Romeo as he went.
That gentle smile, that spark in the eyes,
You leave me in passing time thus stuck.
You are the truth or a many lies,
Because your hair makes me feel so star-struck.
You are a mirage, you are an idyll,
You are that rainbow that I am still chasing.
you are a myth or you are some sorcery?
Or a dream that I am facing?

Tere Jaane se toh kucchh badla nahi

Tere Jaane se toh kucchh badla nahi,
Raat bhi aayi thi aur chaand bhi tha...
Saans bhi aise hi chalti hai
Hamesha ki tarah!
Aankh waise hi jhapakti hai
Hamesha ki tarah...
Thodi si bheegi hui rehti hai
Aur kucchh bhi nahi!

Honth khushk hote hai aur
Pyaas bhi lagti hai,
Aaj kal shaam hi se
Sard hawaa chalti hai..
Baat karne se dhuaan uthta hai
Par woh dil ka nahi,

Tere jaane se toh kucchh badla nahi,
Raat bhi aayi thi aur chaand bhi tha..

Haan! Magar neend nahi, Neend nahi...

ENDS

it is not necessary that all love
stories need to have an ending. Some love stories,
happy or sad are left midway without a full stop
signifying its termination. Let there be loose ends,
the end product may not be perfect, but perhaps,
that is the beauty of it.

Meri rooh par ho tum kabiz

Subah aankh khulne se mere raat sone tak,
Main Tujhe yaad karta hu, Shaam e azaan hone tak...

Teri wo muskurahat hai, use soch kar main muskurau,
Tujhe chahna he mujhko ab maut e anzaam hone tak...

Tujhe mahsoos karta hu, jab tanha gujrata hu,
Main chalta hi rahta hu mazil gumnam hone tak...

Teri aankho main mera aqas Mujhe fir se hai dekhna,

Tera haath ki anguli ko chupke se yun pakdna,
Jitna pau tujhko main utna hi hai lagta kam,
Mujhe hona he tere sang ye ishq behisaab hone tak...

Meri ruh par ho tum kabiz, kuch is tarah jana,
Jaan pahle hi chali jayegi, Tera aakhir salam hone tak..

I Love You

In the early morning when my eyes have their blurred view,
Even my mind don't wanna sleep its wanna think of you..

Its my unconditional love for you with lots of passion,
That's why I always want to make you feel special..

You are within me like blood in my nerves,
I love you when you blush and your lips make that curves..

I know I can't see you as you are so far apart,
But still you are beside me with every beat of my heart..

I still remember whenever you see me your eyes get shined,
And I desire to give you a hug and wanna call you mine..

You smile is the only thing in which my happiness lies,
I just wanna lost in your deep beautiful big eyes...

I can still feel your presence and your affectionate touch,
And now my soul belongs to you it's the feeling of my hunch..

The love you have gave me is just difficult to find,
There is not a single second when you don't cross in my mind..

My love is eternal and that's true,
I am all you's and just wanna spend my life with you..

Heights..

Sometimes some unknown feelings cherish your heart so beautifully. That time things were the same.
After our dinner I was on the terrace with her. All the family members of we both, were enjoying the gossips with each other. And as we both didn't fit in those boring family talks, we came to the terrace after a twelve floor stair-walk.
The night was young and amazing. The city lights we
re sparkling till the far end of our eye's reach, and the blowing cool wind was increasing the melody level of the ambiance.
She was my perfect tease-mate. And in those seven days with each other, I had developed some strange bond with her. I just loved teasing and irritating her, only because of the smile-n-giggle she gave every time.
"Hey.. Come and see this", I said to her looking at the city lights from that height. I was leaning a little over the railings with my hands folded.
"Are you mad ? I am not coming there. Height always scares me you know".
Ohh Yeah..!! How can I forget. She was the same girl who even scared looking down from the mountains.
"Just come once.. You don't know what are you missing". I smiled at her and after a second, turned my face back to the widely spread lights. Inspired by my words, she raised her feet and increasing her height level, tried to look down a little, still standing a meter away from the railings.
Her innocent sweetness made me laugh. "Tum bhi na.. Why are you scared so much". I stretched my hands. "Give me your hands".
Slowly, she too raised her hands and I took them in mine. They were so soft and cold.
Feeling a shiver in me, I took her towards me. With her trembling steps she was coming closer. With something unknown she closed her eyes. Finally when she reached the railings, I made her stop. "Now open your eyes. I AM here".
Slowly she opened her eyes, and mesmerized by the beauty, whispered a big "WOWW..".
"Masst hai na..??" I smiled, looking at her. I was happy that I made her happy.
"Its amazing.. Seriously.. I have never seen something like this in my life.." She still was spell bounded. I could see that in her eyes.
For more than five minutes, she kept looking at the far ends, and then she came closer. Looking into my eyes she moved her soft lips to say something. And in an unknown expectation I glued my eyes to her. She came more closer and stopped.
"Tum sach me bahut achhe ho.." She said softly.
In a response, I took her hands in me. And placing her head on my shoulder I replied with a smile. "You too are amazing dear.."

Tears..

I was scolding her for something.. Or say that I was telling her about her mistakes in something.
Earlier she was angry, but after realizing that I am true, she became sad.
"Now you know na what was your mistake..?" I asked politely.
She nodded a little, avoiding any eyes contact. She was continuously looking at the ground.
"Hey.. Don't be sad yaar". I was soft with my voice. "I am just t
elling what was wrong.. Not scolding you baby".
"I know tum daant nahi rahe". She still wasn't looking at me.
"To kyu sad ho.. Ab if I will not tell you about this then who else will.. And I haven't said anything in front of anyone.. Its just me.. One of your own part dear".
She said nothing..
I came closer to her.. Took her hands in mine.
"To happy ho jao na phir".
"But... Maine.... Maine galat kiya hai na Avi.. Tum kitne achhe ho.. Aur mai kitni buri.. Mai layak nahi tumhare".. With this she burst in tears.. Her voice chocked.. And tears started flowing through her eyes.. "I am not good enough for you Avi".
"Who told you this pagal.. Let ME decide this". I held her hands more tightly. "I know you have done wrong but no one is perfect.. Mai bhi nahi.. So now leave this thing". I tried hard to console her.
Tears were continuously flowing through her eyes.
A minute passed but nothing happened.
I took her face in my hands.. Wiping her tears with my thumbs I whispered.. "Hey.. Aise nahi rote yaar.. Tum karte ho na pyar humse..?"
She chosen to remain silent..
"Karte ho na..?"
Slowly.. She moved her head in a NO.
"Nahi karte..?"
"Nahi.." She replied in her slow, choking voice.. Due to continuous crying, her nose had blocked.
"Hug karoge mujhe..?" I asked, fully aware that she is just teasing me.. I knew that this is the only way to make her relax.
"This time she, slowly, without looking at me, moved her head in a YES.. I loved her cute way to display her feelings and desires..
"Aur kiss bhi karoge..?" I teased her.. My right palm was on her left cheek. Her cheeks were still wet in tears.. Tears of guilt.
She replied nothing.. But smiled and at the same time tried to hide her smile.. I smiled too.
But soon stopped myself.. "But tum to pyar hi nahi karte humse". I said with a fake sadness.
"Aur ab to mai bhi nahi karta pyar.." I continued teasing her.
But.. Before I could complete my sentence, she again melted in tears.. And before my any action just came near me and hugged me tightly.. Tears again started flowing through her eyes.. She hugged me more tightly..
"Kabhi chhod ke mat jaana mujhe Avu.. You are my life"..
I hugged her back.. And replied with all my softness..
"And you are mine.. My Love"